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I look in my closet and come across letters from when Dante was incarcerated. I see letters from me and NO ONE ELSE. I asked his alleged "friends" to write to him, and I see nothing. What kind of best friend is Joey to Dante when he couldn't boost his self-esteem with a letter. Everyone wanted to know about some thing that WASN'T their business. Every one is fighting because you children had to make it about you and choose sides. Tell me, why do you all bow down to, well will call him "Ben, but why listen to the words of a child? An obviously troubled child at that. Unfortunately, I don't blame "Ben", Luis, OR, the kid with the stammer, I blame one person and that one person is SNITCH.
SNITCH has been causing problems for me way before any of you knew him. He explains that I need to get over things that happened SEVEN YEARS AGO? What is that exactly? When him and Wackie teamed up it was way worse. Wackie took MY boyfriend and made me out to be the bad girl. I had every right to be mad. Ian was a good kid, never acted the way he did until he got deep with some people, he was a good person TO ME and that's all that matters. When we broke up, Snitch, made a big nonexistent problem... he and Wackie ruined that friendship. Some times I think Snitch is jealous because I dated Ian and he didn't. A lot of people may be, because they are sick and wanted to be the girl who dated the kid who died so you have a sob story for the world. I had him first people, get over it. Let me tell you some thing Ian died in my heart way before he actually died. I had to cut him off because of the IMMATURITY that spreads around here, and the backstabbing that goes on. You people ruined it. I didn't get to speak to him about it til a month before he died. I have every right to miss someone because Ian and I had a lot of unfinished business and we let stupid people get in our way. Not to EVEN touch on the Dolly subject... a 19 year friendship DOWN the drain. And I have Wackie telling me my dad deserved to die? Look at your NO JOB HAVING CHILD ABUSING ALCOHOLIC FATHER.
So here's how it all started. Stammering boy would message me inappropriate things and I would say I am not interested like that, and he couldn't handle that. At Ian's wake he made an inappropriate comment about me crying "over another man." I cry, because I am guilty about how I let two ignorant, spoiled brats ruin me and him. Now you guys are trying to ruin Dante and I? So back to Snitch, now Snitch, would come to my house and say "Ben," Stammerboy, and Joe wanted to fight and were saying things. He would even say people we didn't know wanted to fight. So I started to do a little researched, and a majority of these people had inappropriate relations with Snitch's girlfriend. So, bam! We figure out what he's trying to do... he wants Dante to fight everyone for him, in his own vindictive way. He is a lot smarter than we think. I get blamed and slandered because Stammer-boy went to jail, oh no, that was the day after Snitch (who is on probation) gets arrested and comes out 15 minutes later. WHAT DOES THAT SOUND LIKE TO YOU?
So now Ben comes to "fight" and loses. Now again, we're at fault, am I correct? Because I hit my breaking point? I had to lie and say I died to avoid you guys, now I look outside and there "Ben" is. I go to the mall, THERE HE IS. I go to the bus stop, there he is. I get harassment on form-spring, you're real mature. Whoever has audacity to say I am provoking them, having someone outside my house EVERY DAY, is a scum bag. Yep I said it, and I am putting this all out there so I never have to explain myself again. Who the hell are some of these people? You are childish pieces of trash and it's the worst part of my life to explain to any child I may have that I had to watch a kid DIE because you guys can't cool it with the fucking DRUGS. That's all Snitch is, he is a drug dealer. A drug dealer is a MURDERER he doesn't care if they take their drugs and DIE. A drug dealer ruins as many lives as a murderer would. Is that all why you like him? Because he gives you drugs? Then GO BE WITH HIM ALL OF YOU, AND THEN YOU WILL DIE TO. Who the fuck has the right to smoke pot around a recovering drug addict you STUPID pieces of shit. You are ENABLERS, and you DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT THE KID JUST WENT THROUGH? And as for [well call him Jaun Frost] MIND YOUR BUSINESS. Snitch, I don't talk to anyone cause of you, because, I don't need to PUKE when I hear your name.
So I'm leaving it at this, no one ask or bother me about it again. Fuck you and your GUILTY-PITY-ME tattoo you piece of trash. Go cry that I write shit on facebook because your lame friends are on my page to tell you and show you what I have to say. I want them to show you, and I want you to say some thing to me.
No wonder why I have a heart problem, because of the drama Snitch has brought on. If Ben can't realize it, HE IS A RETARD. Sorry you got hit but maybe you should FIGHT THE RIGHT PERSON and stop being an idiot. This isn't a "provoking" letter, this is the truth. Your friend wants you in jail.
You are all drama loving little girls, BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES.
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[24 Jul 2009|03:22am] |
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Everything's been okay lately. I feel fine. Not to bad at all for once in my life. Probably because I cut a lot of people off and you know what - I feel good. Got a job, I just hope the days go by smoothly there. I definatly love everything that's going on right now. I feel like I have a life, working makes my life whole again.
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| FUCKING MORONS.. this is what a "soldier" wrote |
[16 Jul 2009|09:40am] |
Okay, I need to rant.
I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson .
As we all know, Jackson died the other day.He was an entertainer who performed
for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things
that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect
a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't
the point of my rant.
Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with
grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN
people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood ,
and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?
Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking
martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those
SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom ? All those Soldiers who, knowing that
they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised their hands and swore to
defend the Constitution and the United States of America . Where is their
moment of silence ? Where are the people flocking to their graves or memorials
and mourning over them because they made the ultimate sacrifice? Why is it when
a Soldier dies, there are more people saying "good riddance," and "thank God for
IEDs?" When did this country become so callused to the sacrifice of GOOD MEN and
WOMEN, that they can arbitrarily blow off their deaths, and instead, throw
themselves into mourning for a "Pop Icon ?"
I think that if they are going to hold a moment of silence IN CONGRESS for
Michael Jackson, they need to hold a moment of silence for every service member
killed in Iraq and Afghanistan . They need to PUBLICLY recognize every life
that has been lost so that the American people can live their callous little
lives in the luxury and freedom that WE, those that are living and those that
have gone on, have provided for them. But, wait, that would take too much time,
because there have been so many willing to make that sacrifice. After all, we
will never make millions of dollars. We will never star in movies, or write hit
songs that the world will listen too. We only shed our blood, sweat and tears so
that people can enjoy what they have.
Sorry if I have offended, but I needed to say it.
Remember these five words the next time you think of someone who is serving in
the military;
"So that others may live...."
( Read more... )
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[27 Apr 2009|09:42am] |
Life isn't what it used to be. I always had TV to get me through life, but do we see what shit is on TV now? They took all good cartoons off, we're stuck with Spongebob nigga Pants. No Rugrats, NO Ahh Real Monsters, we get shit. Shit I tell you. No more TRL so fuck music videos. Computers killed music by the way...and radios at that. Computers kill buying colletables...so nothing's worth anything because you can find anything. Fuck libraries, right? No use for them.
I hate computers, life was simple before them. More meaninful. 2000's suck big time.
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[26 Apr 2009|08:55pm] |
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I should be studying. I should be having fun. I have too much time on my hands that's why I have such bad thoughts.
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[24 Apr 2009|12:41am] |
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i will be writing in this soon...tomorrow. Real entry, PROMISE!
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[24 Jul 2007|11:22am] |
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I have been so frustrated lately I need a break from anyone and every thing.
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[11 Jul 2007|12:09pm] |
SlIzeURface86 (12:08:17 PM): i just fuck alot
Miss December xo (12:08:21 PM): lmao
SlIzeURface86 (12:08:33 PM): i had a bf
"Wrong IM" LMAO
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[10 May 2007|11:17pm] |
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Miss December xo: Keith ur gonna be so proud of me
Miss December xo: i spit in my first burger today
BigC4277: lucky person!
BigC4277: haha assholes?
Miss December xo: Heehee i've been sick too so it was a green phlem wod
Miss December xo: she was a 300 pound black lady
BigC4277: awwwww
Miss December xo: so ordered a steak burger WELL DONE so its not gonna take 5 minz
Miss December xo: and she called me a cracker cuz it wasnt done in 5 minz
Miss December xo: and i jus smiled
Miss December xo: and then when she asked me to wrap it up i was like "heehee sure"
BigC4277: damn lisa
BigC4277: you stole my heart
Miss December xo: and i brought it in the kitchen
Miss December xo: and i was like PHLEM WODDD
Miss December xo: and it was all green and shit
BigC4277: itll sit and soak
Miss December xo: it hurt coming up too so u kno it was from bein sick
Miss December xo: and then i swirled it in there with a butter knife
Miss December xo: i was like "heehee here u go"
BigC4277: big ass smile
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| THE SAGA CONTINUES LMAO |
[08 May 2007|11:40pm] |
I KNO I SHOULDN'T BE RESPONDING TO ALL OF THIS I KEPT IT BOTTLED IN THOUGH, SO HERE IT GOES:
he sent me an email saying: he never loved me and whatnot [which i dont care] and that he cheated on me all the time and shit...so he put me in his AIM profile [this is when I HAD IT I was done]
Away Status at work doin my thing...be back round 4 or 5 or 9 who knows FUCK LIFE......FUCK IT ALL.....THIS WORLD SUX
wish that bitch would die in her sleep
Miss December xo: awww matt never meant any of it!! THATS WHY IM IN UR PROFILE YOU LOSER! 20 YEARS OLD PUTTING PEOPLE ON BLAST IN AIM PROFILES!! so cool you are!! L0L YOU DIDNT LOVE ME THATS WHY U CAME CRYIN TO MY HOUSE ON EASTER!! You're so stupid you make yourself look so dumb by trying to deny it, and lol you obviously read my email u fucking alcoholic cuz u answered to it dumbass
Miss December xo: yea ull be out raping girls!! like valerie' she;s my whitness to the rape!!
Miss December xo: and one thing matt I DIDNT WANT UR NASTY NO SHOWERING SMELLY ASS LOVING ME GET IT RIGHT
Miss December xo: ur balls smell like rotting skunk cabbage, u fuck girls named liz who look like Buckwild, you beat women because you are so small and putrid you cant handle a real man, you have nothing better to do with your time than to harass an 18 year old woman and put her in ur profile, you're BEYOND jealous of my boyfriend because is he good looking and wonderful to me, you look and dress like complete shit, u go2 clubs to get drunk and come home with absolutely no numbers, ur dick is skinny and veiny Miss December xo: You have this image in your head that you're getting "laid" when you're not because girls smell your breath, you sucked Rob Englehardts cock. and alteast when i went to clubs i got mad numbers, and i know for a fact ur just there by urself cuz ur corny
Miss December xo: I'd rather go out with a "delinquent" than your sorry $200 a week making ass, I am on my first job and make more money than you what is this your 100th job? Don't worry by the way you'll loose your license soon with your stupid ass you'll probably get a DWI ticket you fucking mongaloid Gizmo lookin mother fucker
Miss December xo: Cheesedoodle smellin buttcrack, you never loved me? That's why you begged me to keep you in my house dumbass.
Miss December xo: Spidermonkey lookin mother fucker! Miss December xo: That's why you have NO GIRLFRIEND!! YOU'RE ALL ALONE
Miss December xo: Spidermonkey lookin mother fucker!
Miss December xo: u swear to God you're tough because you can make a girl cry by hitting her and picking her up by the throat and throwin her into doors, DUMB ASS IM THE SAME SIZE AS YOU im not that heavy to lift u fuckin retard go lift a guy and do that shit u pathetic low life
Miss December xo: why don't you go and seek out some serious mental therapy, you fucking need it. You have the inteligence level of a 12 year old at the age of 20, not to mention the pathetically commiserable lamentable meager punny intelect levels or lack there of. You disgust as a being of my own race, you dare call youself human, i've met monkeys at the zoo who are more inteligent, intellectual, and fucking spiritual intune than you. Do you think you have any chance surviving on this twisted warped planet of work? You think you'll ever support yourself on two fucking feet? I think not. Your 20 years old and your life is that comparable to a guinea pig, you sleep eat shit and fuck, and not much else. Id be perpetually relieved to have your stench on this planet be swept away, and not to return. You should keep to your convictions, sir, and when you tell someone you hate them forever more and want only thier death and never see them again, stick to your words and don't keep harasing them, which brings again to a previous point of you life, or shortage absence of.
Miss December xo: so, i actually have some leaving words to help you with your life free of me, arnt I nice? go to dictionary.com, ok you follow? now open a few more windows and repeat step 1, you with me lil guy!? Ok here comes the hard part so ill spell it out for you clearly, search for these words medication, anger, pyschopathic liar, psychoneurotic
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| to my friends |
[10 Apr 2007|07:30am] |
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A good woman always chooses a good man. That means that you should look for someone who is honest and dependable. He has to treat you right. If he says he is going to be somewhere, he is there. Chivalry is not dead, by the way. "Good Manners" are a deeper window into what kind of man he truly is," Daily says. You should also have compatible views on money (which is the number one thing couples fight about). Even though they say opposites attract, savers should think twice before shacking up with wild spenders.
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[25 Mar 2007|10:58pm] |
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I don't know why I put myself through this shit.
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[21 Mar 2007|12:00am] |
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Brave action is both internal and external, in essence, human bravery is not giving up on anyone or anything. It is introducing people to the experience of the darkness and chaos that must be endured on the way to life, growth and development. Bravery is not only in physical deeds but also in true self respect..a kind of self respect that mirrors higher values and allows one to pursue a meaningful life. ...where there is benevolence, dutifulness, conscientiousness, truthfulness, and delight in what is good. Bravery is what allows people to pursue those values. A true hero is just an ordinary person on his journey through the difficulties of life. Consequently, the personal development of a hero requires holding onto ones values when faced with the conventional social ideals that conflict with full human excellence.
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[20 Mar 2007|08:19pm] |
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I know someone who likes bread. Who also likes 9 inch penis in his head.
End.
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[19 Mar 2007|11:40pm] |
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So I wanted to do something nice for Shy since she does a lot of stuff for me. So I was sitting here thinking, and I remembered her saying she wanted someone to make her Loveless cat ears, so I was like, "Maybe I can just find them online." And I did! They are so cute I ordered them, now I need to wait for them to be sent to me!
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[19 Mar 2007|05:49am] |
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I have to do what I have to do. Someone needs to put this bitch in her place. No amount of money is worth her bullshit, everyone else can use her what she's worth - because I have come to realize she's worth NOTHING!
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[18 Mar 2007|03:03pm] |
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I don't understand why everyone is in my buisness. Don't worry about me, and what I do with my life.
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[18 Mar 2007|02:59am] |
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He makes me happy.
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[12 Mar 2007|04:24pm] |
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Yo it's funny when I get a little money thrown my way and everyone and their mother's/brother's/sisters/cousins cousin ask for some. No I am not putting down any money, get a job and get your own shit. No I wont buy you anything either. Everyone stop asking me I am no fucking ATM. I need money too I don't have welfare to support me, and I know you have money you just don't let anyone know that's why you have so much. I have a rent to pay, so stop fucking around and get your lazy asses up and look for a job like I am doing. I buy people food all the time, and they buy me food ONCE and they act like I owe them the world. They pretend they're going to buy me this and that so I can buy them shit, HELL NA! When I see your money you'll see mine, so piss off!!
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[08 Mar 2007|11:23pm] |
AWWW MAN HERE WE GO ROUND 2:
nahugood07 (11:23:16 PM): CARPET MUNCHER Miss December xo (11:23:36 PM): awww man
Miss December xo (11:23:39 PM): ur just mad cuz chicks want me to munch their carpets
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